JamesBear13

I'm gonna paste this from my Facebook account, because it has to do with my talent too... somehow...


"Before I go on ranting about this, I just wanted to say, Don't be offended by what I say on this. This is clearly my own opinion on my own life, and I don't need a bunch of people, pissing or bleeding they're pants on this topic.
There's times when I can say very heartwarming stuff about people, but then there's this other side. I can think and say bad things to saying the most graphic/horrible things on people.
Ex. "Your abortion is funny".
Is it my fault? Yes.
Am I ashamed of Myself? Mostly likely Yes.
Do I hate my life? Yes... I do...
Because I never made my parents proud of me, while I somehow make their life hell. I'm weak, I'm short, I'm ugly, but frankly, I'm not ashamed of it. But, my life before, I am ashamed of. I used to smash windows, I cross rapids, I beat up an animal when I was 8 (don't worry, I never hit an animal since), I skipped school, I lied, when I was 10 I straight up called my Mom a fucker, i stepped on a rusty nail, and never got a needle & still living this day, its horrible. I cry myself to sleep and then I wake up feeling nothing.
Am I ashamed of being native? This may shock & offend alot of people but, yes I am. I mean, I am part white, so I rather go as being White. I don't hate my skin being native, I just want to avoid racial comments and its clearly my own choice that shouldn't be judged, and I'll be real here, I don't want people banging on some drum when I'm dead...
Is clearly my fault? Yes.
Did I had a proper role model? No. I had no friends, I was teased, its awful, but I never had a best friend,, til 2007.
Nowadays, I get hit, sad & depressed, and whenever I say sorry to my parents its always, "Your never sorry", "Don't feel bad!" Or something.
What I'm trying to say is, I'm very sorry to anyone that was offended, crying, or mad at me. I don't want people thinking this is some attention post or whatever, I'm saying this, because I never get to speak it out of my mouth, because I'm scared of being wronged by people.
Again, I am very sorry to anyone that was offended, harassed, crying, mad, etc, at me for what I did and/or say in my life...

If you wanna have a laugh on this, I am suffering and hurting... Lol...?"

I'm sorry, everyone... and even to you, the reader... I really wish I wasn't like this... again, I'm very sorry... </3

-James

Heyo! Long time, no journal :3 How's everyone? :>

If you guys want more Jamworld cartoons, I HAVE A YOUTUBE CHANNEL!
(Atm) It's a 29 Subs. I'd also created a New Series called [animatics] and on YouTube, I created 3 episodes already (Pilot in 2014: 2 episodes in January 2015).

Please Subscribe! :0 My YouTube Channel Link is Here:
www.youtube.com/channel/UC0Qz-…

and for those who did, Episode 12 of Jamworld will release next Friday, or on the 20th, if I don't finish it in time.
It's called "Sugar, Sugar".
And for almost 2... Years... I finally started the animation for "Space Jam". It will be release in April 3rd, 2015. The day when Jamworld was Created in 2013.

So Yea... SUBSCRIBE IF YOU LIKE CARTOON VINES!! :0

Well, I know I haven't been uploading Jamworld animations for a while, is because I wanna make a ACTUAL Series, unlike those Goofy, Lazy, Monthly animations.
RIGHT NOW, I'm making a Halloween Special of Me and a Zombified Maverick, try to make the Most of it. I already got into the Montage scene, I hope I can finish the "Halloween Special", before Halloween Night. The episode is called, "Zombie for a Bro". it will be the 1st JW Animation to be released on YouTube. I will be uploading the Episode, on here too.

Also, I might make a Actual Season by Next Year. with 10 episodes. so, the Halloween Special is 1 out of 2 Pilot Specials. I'm gonna also work on a Christmas Special too, so stay Tuned for that....or something lol.

~James

Back in September 2012, I made a Comic that is called "James The Awesome Kid". It involves Me and My Friends in the Comic, and around December 2012 - January 2013, I've gotten up 50 Episodes (I like calling them Episodes). But, around February 2013, I've started to have a 'Writers Block' at Ep.59, (I forgot the titles for the comics but I get to that soon) cause of wanted to try something 'new'. I wanted to make a Show around March 2013 but I don't know what to call it. Then. In April 2013. It came to me in my Head. After watching lots of Eddsworld episodes, the show inspired me to make 'Jamworld'. The Past time I had Animation Styles changed. but now, it's under control. In March 2014, I had a Sickness Called "Bronchitis, and I had to be away for a while. on April 5th, 2014, I made a Animation Experiment and a Pilot episode of Jamworld. it's called 'Party Short' (Link here:jamesbear13.deviantart.com/art…) and I made more. I don't know If I should Voice act my Characters... Idk.
So yea, this is my 2 Year Arc on how Jamworld came to be.
~James